Why?

It's a beautiful sunny day where I live.  The wind is blowing softly and making the trees ripple, with it's gentle nudge.  I find that even though things are good in this aspect, I still have many things wrong.  Life takes it's toll on happiness, with the daily influences of negative attitudes.  I often find myself alone with people around me.  It's not funny to want to love and be loved, yet having to  hold back because of crap that's been thrown my way.  Eating crow, isn't in my idea's of being happy.  Why do they expect you to live like this when, happiness could be so much sweeter, if they'd try as hard to be happy as they do to be mean?  I just can't accept people enjoying being miserable, only to make others miserable along with them?