I
did it again this week..........I went out and socialized with people
who really don't give a damned about me, and some even cringe when I
walk in. I end up feeling emotionally abused by these idiots because of
their ugly stares or nasty remarks. It's part of the bar scene and I
realize that you can't make people like you. But damn it, it would be
nice to socialize with them without all the crap involved. There's
always one in every crowd that's miserable and takes it out of the
others. I sure hope it's not me?
So, I end up coming home, once again........ALONE.....knowing that I need to stop this shit, but also hoping that maybe I made a small contact with someone that was really needed.
So, I end up coming home, once again........ALONE.....knowing that I need to stop this shit, but also hoping that maybe I made a small contact with someone that was really needed.
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