No Matter........

It seems that no matter how hard I try to get out there and be present for a certain encounter, it just never happens.  Should I meet someone, they are usually not the type of person I would want to have in my life.  Therefore, I become even lonelier as each day passes.  It's hard to accept this lonely life, and try as I may to meet someone, it's just not happening.  They say if you give up and stop looking then you will find it, when your not looking.  I wish I could wait on that to happen, but at my age it's hard to give up a day or to as a loss.